Tuesday, 21 December 2010

Sunday, 19 December 2010

i would say that..

boys are idiots :)
but that would just give them the satisfaction of knowing that they got to me,
so fuck it :)
they can work for me. not the other way round.

Saturday, 18 December 2010

how am i related to this?

so beautiful. <3

lyrics are my guilty pleasure.

you got your daddy's flirt,
and your mother's eyes,
soon enough girl,
your gunna realise,
when the pretty boys try to get next to you,
they really just wanna have sex with you,
its the way you move and the clothes you wear,
the alcohol and the way that you dont care.

Friday, 17 December 2010

i used to think,

that i would love to live in a snowy country,
like canada which has snow 5 months of the year or something stupid like that,
always thought of myself as a snow person, not a heat person,

but if im honest! since we've been having the tiniest amounts of snow, i want to cry,
hahaha, its so annoying,

but the plus side of snow is the beautiful light it gives,
even at midnight, theres a slightly orange glow to the sky,
its absolutely amazing, <3

still can't quite believe im going on a skiing holiday when i hate snow..
hmmm. nice one.

and i will have to use ski lifts, which i hate with a passion and are seriously freaked out about,

but it'll be a sicccck holiday anyway!

Thursday, 2 December 2010

i close my eyes and i can see a better day.

the world is bigger than your problems.
complaining about things isnt going to change them.
beggers on the street shouldnt be ignored.
everyone should be treated equally.
the death penalty is a shambles.

be the change you wish to see in the world.

bob marley had the right idea ;)
so did ghandi,
so did mother teresa,
so did martin L.King,
so did rosa parks,
so have a lot of people, but nothings really changed,

you can only try to help the small day to day things,
it makes a difference.
dont be out to save the world,
be out to save your family, friends, community, city, etc.


Sunday, 28 November 2010

the aunty doubles - dance all night,
matt nathanson - come on get higher,
the stowaways - monroe,
tantrums - give me my ticket out,
the interventions - speak of the devil,

Sunday, 21 November 2010


i apoligise for the lack of cropping,
my laptops mouse is majorly fucked and wont allow me to utilise the crop button,
just going to have to deal with it tbh.

refound my love for lostprophets randomly,
never lose the love for bands that got you into actually caring about style,

my whole project is about nature, in various ways,
it started out as nature v machinery, blatez.
but this has now turned into the ageing process and becoming wiser and more marked with age.
rings on trees,
wrinkles on hands,
lines on shells,
this has then progressed into layers,
each layer almost representing a period of the subjects life,
like a scar represents a monumentous moment in someones life.
the more intricate the layers, the more aged and worldly you are,
just need to work on this a bit more and figure out a way to compose this and what kind of backgrounds im going to be working on,
this is the bit that always gets me, i run out of steam,
i get all these ideas, progress and progress,
then all of a sudden, boom. im finished. cant be fucked anymore.
gotta stop that...
art coursework is a killer.

Tuesday, 16 November 2010


ahhhh, welll looking forward to this weekend,
some serious shopping to be done,
but only one problem...

why the hell does it cost so much to get the train to london?!
do they not realise that i dont have a job that earns me £100,00 a month..
i do not have enough money to buy train tickets, tube tickets, and christmas presents?
no wonder we are in recession, everyone is loosing all their money to the train commpanies.

not even going to let this ruin my weekend ;)

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

izy izy izy izy izy izy izy.

edit this to pink poms poms and that,
and sort the skirt out, and i will wear the shorts underneath the skirt like a skort?
which lara can do too, or she can just wear the shorts if she wants,
so then we can be the same but different and use both the skirts and the shorts.

Sunday, 17 October 2010


i'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine.

the social network bitches.
ann summers party, dont think our parents would approove.
alright film.. bit boring tbh.
getting offered krispy kremes by random boys,
turning to jaime and have her finish my sentence about the grumpy one being me of their group,
bin racism.
yo sushi!,
stupid taxi driver,
stalking alice and frankies taxi,
watching xfactor with jamjam,
<3 16.10.10

walking the dog with the 'rents in the beautiful weather,
planning what im going to have to get for skiing,
baking cupcakes,
pie leaves,
the fray,
unnofficial boyf,
<3 17.10.10

had a revelation that i actually deffinately want to take a gap year after uni,
working in a bar for a bit, get some money together, meet some people,
go to france with a boyfriend and get trains down through europe to italy,
stay in italy for a bit, see izy in austria for a bit ;)
stay in shreddies place in italy,
go to spain, fly to new york from there,
stay there for 4 nights,
drive across america on route 66,
taking 3 weeks, stopping in places,
get to california, stay for 2 weeks,
go to las vagas, etc.etc.
stand infront of the "Welcome to California" sign like my mum did when she was 20,
fly back home, stay in cornwall with friends for a bit, get a house,
find a job,
and carry on with my life ;)

Friday, 15 October 2010

hey soul sister

i dont wanna miss a single thing you do tonight,
just in time, i so glad you have a one track mind like me,
you gave my life direction,
a game show love connection we cant deny,

Choose life.

Sunday, 3 October 2010

orange juice, no bits.

wayy too hot, the beds on fire, please dont stop, we're gunna dance till cant dance no more.

i could get used to living in this, "mansion"
5 beds, 5 bathrooms, living room, massive kitchen, dining room, cinema room, and indoor pool?!?!

this is what i could easily call my home <3

Thursday, 23 September 2010

stephan hawking.

"it is based on the idea that our brains interpret the input from our sensory organs by making a model of the world. when sucha model is successful at explaining events, we tend to attribute to it, and to the elements and concepts that constitute it, the quality of reality or absolute truth. but there may be different ways in which one could model the same physical situation, with each employing different fundamental elements and concepts. if two such physical theories or models can accurately predict the same events, one cannot be said to be more real than the other; rather, we are free to use whichever model is most convenient."

i like the thought that even the universe could be said to be lazy.

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

we weren't in love, we were too young.

err... yeah, hey shreddie

and all I saw in you was a girl just lookin' for love.

i miss not being stressed.
i miss not having to think in lessons.
i miss not doing anything after school.
i miss not having to decide things.
i miss not having to actually think to myself "chill out".

but can't say i don't love this chaos i'm living in, <3

Saturday, 4 September 2010

sad to say,

that im actually looking forward to getting a new homework diary from school,
to slowly watch it turn from new and shiney,
to a doodle and scribble filled piece of crap :)

highlight of my year? im so gay.

one night only - say you dont want it.

Saturday, 28 August 2010

my father once told me,

"i want you to find something that gives you a buzz!
your mum and i have hopefully given you enough to make you happy with the way you live,
but i dont want you to get satisfied, i want you to want to serch for something more.
i want you to want to get out there and meet people, do amazing things,
i dont want you to become bored of people because you already have everything you could possibly need.
i didn't have that much when i was growing up, which made me get out there and live my life.
your mum didnt have that much and she got out there and lived an extraordinary life.
i want you to appriciate things, sometimes i think you are too clever for your own good.
your a beautiful girl, and i dont want you to waste that.
so many people tell me what a beautiful girl you are, dont waste it.
your so like me, but theres one big difference..
im ready to take a leap to get something i want,
whereas i think you aren't prepared to make that leap, because you dont really want it that much."

i want to find something to give me that buzz too.

Wednesday, 18 August 2010

blog 40 ;)

i am addicted to joe brooks - superman & bruno mars - just the way you are.

litterally, addicted.

salcombe is lush, i just wish that the sun would come out more :)
dyed my hair a wee bit, back to my natural colour.
not liking the natural highlights i get in summer. makes my hair look red.

i hope you like me as i am,
im no superman,
im no superman,
if i could be a superman i'd fly you to the stars and back again.

Joe Brooks.
Mike Posner.
Bruno Mars.
Tyrone Wells.

Friday, 13 August 2010

i want this to be my holiday home.

its beautifulll :)

blue skies,
big garden,
lushh bedroom+bathroom+living room, all to myself.
white walls,
hot guys,
hills and sea,
good t.v channels for rainy days, (which there will be none of because i dont allow it.)

who could want more in a holiday home?
personally. i wouldnt change a thing :)

been here six times and still not bored,
looks like i have very very expensive taste :)

oh and im obsessed with gossip girl.

Thursday, 12 August 2010

ahhh (L)

salcombe tommorrow with beth :)

propper looking forward to it,
this holiday will make the summer i reckon

Tuesday, 10 August 2010

not so summer,

i can totally understand that summers should have a few showery rubbishy days, its inevitable.

but reallly, this weather is depressing me, haha.

yesterday was amazing :)

"brighton up your day"

shirts for £5,
parks and seasides,
attack of the killer seagulls,
henna tattoos,
beyond retro,
ladish musicians,
+ the trains.

who couldn't enjoy that?

Thursday, 5 August 2010


i wish i had one of those "fuck it" approaches to life.
i'm sick of worrying about pointless things that i don't even realise im worrying about until someone points it out to me.

i should be able to change this? but i just cant stop worrying about the consequences.
if it hurts this much, then it must be love.
and its a lottery, i cant wait to draw your name.

if the truths the worst i could do,
then i guess that i have lied.

we're like noughts and crosses in that opposites always attract.

i am the fashion that you're all into

we say we have our best friends, yet we stab them in the back.
we try to show some love, and its a skill that we lack.

behind your back, they talk about you all the time.
behind your back, they spread some shit and spread some lies.

you've got me wrapped around your fingers,
but i've got you figured out,
im down, but not out.

you've got a nerve giving me the cold shoulder,
giving me the twice over, when its not deserved.

i wanna be your eyes, so you can see what you've done.
i wanna be your ears, so you can hear everything thats been missing.

you me at six, i have recently realised, are actually my favourite band.

oh and i got pooed on by a bird today ;)

Wednesday, 4 August 2010


virus' are running bloody riot.
i have had like, two major run ins with them within the last about... 6 months?

i just had to delete my whole like, account on my laptop, losing all my photos, videos, documents.

bloody rude if i do say so myself.

i dont even get why people would start them, just for shigs.
its so pathetic. you dont even get to see peoples reactions to the havoc your causing!
at least do something cool, or artistic or something,
like graffiti the bank with something witty about money and its effect on the world!
i don't know, just whateverrrr... viruses are just bloody annoying.


Monday, 2 August 2010

its oh so simple

DIY - Skinnies, Shirt, Trainers, Hoodie, Jacket.


its quite wierd how guys and girls have a completely different opinion on what is hot and whats not.

talking to a mate of mine, he thought the hottest person in the world was elle macpherson?
personally, i just dont see it,

megan fox: i can understand you know, shes got that really sexy feel about her, like angelina jolie had/has.
but other people im just completely amazed when a guy points out as being "fyneeee".

i need more guy friends, i really do. they interest me, its like a whole different species.
men confuse me :)


ohhhh and dont even get my started on this "letting the whole of facebook know about your relationship"

its pathetic, i hate it when people have their status' as like
" babe, i miss you so much, thankyou for such a lovely day, i love you so much, no one could take you from me, we're gunna last forever "

it kills me inside to be quite frank.
if i had a boyfriend who did that allllll the time i would just get embaressed and annoyed.
it would not end well.

i like my men to be manly.

well i say that, but i actually have no idea, cause if i got a manly guy i would probably just want to punch him straight in the face. but we'll forget that minor little point ;)

pictures of couples kissing is not necessary though. that is a line that i will never cross. unless the picture was taken without me knowing whilst i was drunk or something,
then its different.
i just dont get how it would come up in conversation, like this?

lover A : " so what movie do you wanna watch baby? "
lover B : " erm transformers 2? sound like a good bet? oh and did you want to take some photos of us making out, so that i can put them straight up on facebook later and show everyone what a shit kisser i am and that our noses always bash? "
lover A : " okay babe! sounds like a good idea, better than watching transformers 2 where i can mentally fuck megan fox, i will just forget that plan and go along with your silly photo fetish. "

really necessary?

like for real. do guys not think its totally wierd for girls to take the photos?
do they not say something about it?
it will never cease to amaze me.

Get Ghetto

this is what happens when i get bored, <3

Thursday, 22 July 2010


im looking forward to it, only a little bit ;)

lakes, icecreams, italy, food, izy, books, sun, planes, airports, packing, sunglasses, hotels, new houses, boys, swimmies...

its all so much fun,
i love holidays,

Tuesday, 8 June 2010


life is so fucking boring.

Monday, 7 June 2010


i love it, no matter how many times i go, it never bores me.

- shopping in oxford street,
- oxo tower for dinner,
- camden market,
- bond street,
- locandalocatelli

short but sweet weekend,

* blue topshop shorts.
* "ohmylove" crop top.
* white vans.
* 6 bracelets.
* maroon harringgton.
* cream and navy polka dot top.
* green flower top.
* black and white crop.

you get the upper hand as soon as you fold

i can't wait till exams are over, but at the same time, im liking the freedom.

getting my hair cut tommmorow (L)

i need a good book, i really do.
they're all about vamps.
i need something that really stands out to me.

Thursday, 3 June 2010


i'll help you break the walls down, bust you out and take you home, believe you me, you are not alone,

rocket summer


epic epic love.

town, albert road, dead mans glory,
cutee bag for £4 and a denim jeacket beauty for £6,
sat on the common in the sunshine,
lunch avec dad, rich and shreddie,
walked early, cheesy chips and squeeky alarms to keep away the yobs,
corner of road with paedos,
self timer,
crazyyyy queue mood,
matthew P - cute sign,
shotgunned guy, ice.
cute guy smiling,
"he's got a bit of ginger in him i think"
m+d doing doggy, and skanky pictures,
technical difficulties - blackbird.
him making a song, talented,
paparazi, in the crowd,
short arse girlfriends,
security cameras "lets leg it",
flapjacks and doritos,
rosie instument - my favorite highway,
lush guy and odd socks,
free hugs and protectivness,

i love jaime

wall of magasines

i'm quite proud of my room now.

Sunday, 30 May 2010

I've got the gift of one liners
And you've got the curse of curves
And with this gift I compose words
And the question that comes forward;

Are you perspiring from the irony
Or sweating to these lyrics

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower

Her bone structure screams

"Touch her! Touch her!"

You're making something out of nothing
And jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed

kiss me.

He will forever be beautiful.

i found it :D

i just relooked on the internet for that quote my dad said,
found it found it found it! :D

Have after. To what issue will this come?

Something is rotten in the state of Denmark.

Heaven will direct it.

Nay, let's follow him. [Exeunt.]

Hamlet Act 1, scene 4,


i was talking to my dad last night, and he said something, and was like "bet you dont know where that quote is from?"
so we started having a conversation about where it is from, but he would never tell me.
said i had to find out for myself...
so i spent an hour on the internet a 4am trying to find it, but i couldnt..
but in the process,
i found a website about shakespeares most famous quotes from all of his writing,
seriously.. im so glad my dad told me to reserch it, otherwise i would have never found all these life changing quotes.

"this is the very ectasy of love"
"he thinks too much; such men are dangerous"
"But love is blind, and lovers cannot see The pretty follies that themselves commit"
"the course of true love never did run smooth"
"love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind"
"tempt not a desperate man"
"nothing will come of nothing"
"theres daggers in men's smiles"
"look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under 't"
"i will wear my heart upon my sleeve for daws to peck at"
"the robbed that smiles steals something from the thief"
"be not afraid of greatness; some are born great, some achieve greatness and some have greatness thrust upon them"
"love sought is good, but giv'n unsought is better"
"this is very midsummers madness"

Thursday, 27 May 2010



haha, so im just going to pour my heart out, hope you dont mind ;)

i have bloody freckles, on my collar bones, amoung like, every other fricking place on my body, thanks M+D for your freckle prone DNA. thanks so much ;)
biology exam tommorow, nice shit, i think its going to go okay, except from like, well pretty much quite alot ;) nice one rosie...
i love my jeans. they are like jeggings, but oh so much better, 'cause quite frankly, jeggins suck ass..

my arm is currently having shocks running up and down it because i haven't moved it in a while, hmm.. worrying.
what is with it at the end of that new kesha song, its like "i like your beard" haha, COOL SHIT.
everyone is still trying to be lady gaga, get over it.
simple is the way forward, looks so much nicer mannn.

jeans, sandals, cut off top and a range of necklaces, its the way to go this summer,
myyy hairrr, has grown, again, yippeeee.
its like, below my boobs, great or what? i love it :)
i want it at my waist.

seriously, you can't beat a bit of good old you me at six, i forget about them for a while, then listen to some of their old skkoooll shit, and its like, i love you. i really do.

an eye for an eye will only make the world blind.


i love stalking lookbook.

such pretty people with pretty clothes.

i cant wait for this week;

seeing izy,
beth over,
rocket summer,
shits and gigs and all that jazz.

i am in desperate need of ear rings and new shoes. <- cause i wrote it down i will now remember it forever and ever.

pfft.. i wish.

oh, haven't you heard, you're just a mark on my shirt.



Tuesday, 4 May 2010


yea, that one drawing a day thing,
litterally lasted 3 days,
that shows how dedicated i am to things...

Thursday, 29 April 2010


mann, haven't done this in a while,

y'know those days when you just want to kill everyone around you,
then your best friend starts talking to you, and everything seems not so bad?

i just had that :)

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

1 drawing everyday

i decided yesterday, that if i did a drawing, every day for a year, that my drawing skills should improove?
&&&&& i will have 365 drawings to show if i decide i want to do something in art later on in life.

it will keep me from getting bored out of my mind everynight :)

started 23rd of February 2010 (L)
lets see if i can keep this up :)
i doubt it.

Monday, 1 February 2010

emo boys.

i think i may have refound my love for the emo looking guy, but that doesnt mean i want one remotely as my boyfriend. they are way too much hassle, unless they can stand on their own two feet, it isnt worth it.
did 80 lengths at the swimming pool today, i feel proud, im gradually makeing it more each time! its immense. i love it when im swimming.
i dont know which movie to watch, cause i have alot of time to pass atm. :|
boring boring life tbh.

Friday, 29 January 2010

somethings are really comforting

like having your best friend fall asleep next to you, apart from when she gets a text and we both have a fit cause its so scary in the silence.

is with her best friend for an insanee night in :)

sitting on her bed, with the covers all over me and loads of cushions, tele, music, msn, homework, and a lush chat :)

its amazing.

just been to the gym with her and jaime, swam for like, 45 minutes, and then went to the gym for an hour, i was very very very proud with myself.
we're gunna make a thing out of it, every week.
sitting in her super cool retro campervan, our song came on the radio! we both started screaming like mad men, her dad was like, WHATS WRONG WHATS WRONG!

Wednesday, 27 January 2010


i'm absolutely intirely in love with season 3 :)
fredie is stupidly yummy, which im sure many many people agree with me on. i mean, ahh, it makes me tingly when i watch the scene were him and effy are in english and their hands are almost touching :D
effy herself is like, my girl crush.
shes utterly stunning and another of my icons :D i so want to look like that and take some of her confidence in style. also the actress, kaya? is amazing in herself, so really, its a win win situation all round me thinks.
theres a skins party at a place near me, and apparently effy is gunna be there, me and jaime so so so wanna go, gunna see if its for over 18s or not, it should be a rave.

Hadouken too, it will be good.
and the history trip, even if we do jump at each others every word and argue non stop, it'll be insaneeee.

i have found a new love for some old bands too,
maroon 5? the calling? even going back as far as Trex ;)
life is gunna get good, i can feel it!

can't waitttt.
especailly once i get these stupid motherfucking braces off!
stupid lady, but yea,
braceless, weightless, and worryless,
sounds good to me (:

Sunday, 17 January 2010

youmeatsix+old houses

well today was fun ;)
lazzyy family kinda day, got the youmeatsix cd for free baby. thats the highlight of my day tbh. then i took the dog for a walk with my mummm, and we went past the house i lived in until i was about 4 years old. so we went in, cause we know the lady who owns it now and i didnt regognice ONE bit of it. my mum was like "omg how cant you?" then i told her i was about 3/4 when we left and she understood. but i was surprised that i didnt even feel like i knew the place, it just felt like a complete strangers house.
then i came home and straightened my hair for yeaarrrs, i know its bad for my hair, but it just felt really calming? wierd.
the radio is actually playing decent music today :) i like rhiannas new song- hard i think?
and and and
i was so cool today ;) i went into one of those massive chavvy sports shops, and it was like "sale!!" everywhere. originally i went in there to get some running shoes so i can start propperly running and loose some wieght, but in the end i left with 3 pairs of shoes ;)
i managed to get a pair of ODD airwalk shoes, which for one- airwalk sucks. two-they are odd? like, noticable. like one has a white topcap and one doesnt and stuff. then i got some well sexy running shoes ;) but who cares! no one will see me running so its okay (Y) then i got some green flash shoes? for p.e at school cause tbh, school lessons dont matter that much so i didnt bother getting propper running shoes. cost too much.
OH YEAH. i forgot to mention, those odd airwalks? they were £4! i mean, FOUR POUNDDSS?
i think thats pretty insanely good. considering normally they are like £50.

i am one lucky lady ;) all of this was FREEE for me cause i was so lovely to the 'rents.
i think i should do it more often, im such a spoilt brat. ahh well, i dont care :)

Saturday, 16 January 2010

i'm so glad the ice is finally melting.

i can actually walk around in normal shoes without feelings like im having a massive five hour long resistance workout on my thigh muscles!
i'm not a big fan of snow in the first place, call me a bore but its true, then i got all this snow which was totally out of place for england. tried to go out for one day and actually managed to have fun, even if i lost all feelings in my legs and dropped my gloves in an icey puddle. then the next day i woke up and felt awful! sore throat, couldnt breathe propperly, cough, cold, fever, EVERYTHING. i was in bed for five days solidly, which i think is quite a skill tbh.
so i managed to miss most of the snow, but even so, it was scarryyyy when i went out.
i pulled a few of my insane ninja skills to stop from falling flat on my butt, so that was good, but last night, i went to a friends who lives out of town.
i had my beautiful steel tiped black leather shoes on, which trust me, have no grip whatsoever. and the town where my friend lives is still covered in ice, so Jaime and i gripped onto each other, as if she was the only thing keeping me alive. i felt like one of those typical in movies, "dumb blonde" bitchy NYC gals, who only wear heels and trit about all over the place.
but when we made it back to izzies house, we got niceeee and cosy and had a nice girly night. so thankyou izzie and jaime for that!
even though i had to endure a night of waking up every 5 minutes because of the noise of the rain, i am so glad that the snow is gone!
hopefully all the rain we had today will dry up though, cause that will just as easily be the next topic of my blog if it doesnt.

i can't wait for this summer,
trips to london with the best friend,
sunbathing on the beaches,
pumping music,
new styles & even the nightmare outfits you wished never existed.
it'll be so amazing,
i can not wait.



seriously, has no one got over this crraazzy fashion yet? they are NOT flattering. they are see-through.
either too baggy when your thin
or too tight when your bigger,
they dont really look good in my opinion, if you want to be comfortable sure, but atleast cover your ass. they are not trousers, i do not want to be able to walk around town and see what underwear every girl is wearing, thankyou very much.

i was reading a magazine the other day, where miley cyrus was being interviewed. they asked her what kind of thing she wanted to achieve, and she said she would want to be like beyonce because when you see her you dont think "i wonder whats going on in her private life" you are merely consumed by her music. i think this is how every major star should be, but its obviously not, because where would all the fun be?! i mean, imagine how boring 2009 would have been without lady gaga to bring out a whole new style craze and give a bit of drama to all of our lives. whether you loved or hated her, you couldnt help but know about her, thats what i call fame. even now you look at music videos and they are all attempting to be as crazy as hers, i mean; rhianna? beyonce? etc. etc.
i think its quite some achievement.

Kristen Stewart

Shes like marmite made into a person. everyone seems to either hate her because shes "fake" and is actually getting somewhere in life, or love her to the extremes that its scary. people should just chill out. i was just really bored and wanted to check out some new styles and such, so i was looking up some random stars. when i came to her i actually stopped and looked. its no secret, i read the twilight saga before it became famous and i loved it, and i am glad that its getting the publicity it deserves, but for me personally its got a bit old. but trust me, all the movies i will be seeing on the first day out, no matter what. but whatever, i was looking at some pictures of her on google, and i realised for about the 3rd time in my life that shes actually really stunning. the way she can pull off the "i didnt try" look, but not in an "alexa chung" way, which i think is getting a bit old. i love the way she wears the converse-jeans-raybans look really well. what i want to know is how she gets her hair that kind of, no-parting-messy-changes-everyday, look. i think now she is probably one of my major style icons, it shows that you dont necessarily have to stick to the leggings, long hair, foundation look that most girls have going on now.

good song: