stephan hawking.

"it is based on the idea that our brains interpret the input from our sensory organs by making a model of the world. when sucha model is successful at explaining events, we tend to attribute to it, and to the elements and concepts that constitute it, the quality of reality or absolute truth. but there may be different ways in which one could model the same physical situation, with each employing different fundamental elements and concepts. if two such physical theories or models can accurately predict the same events, one cannot be said to be more real than the other; rather, we are free to use whichever model is most convenient."

i like the thought that even the universe could be said to be lazy.

i'm tired.

we weren't in love, we were too young.

err... yeah, hey shreddie

and all I saw in you was a girl just lookin' for love.


i miss not being stressed.
i miss not having to think in lessons.
i miss not doing anything after school.
i miss not having to decide things.
i miss not having to actually think to myself "chill out".

but can't say i don't love this chaos i'm living in, <3

sad to say,

that im actually looking forward to getting a new homework diary from school,
to slowly watch it turn from new and shiney,
to a doodle and scribble filled piece of crap :)

highlight of my year? im so gay.



one night only - say you dont want it.

my father once told me,

"i want you to find something that gives you a buzz!
your mum and i have hopefully given you enough to make you happy with the way you live,
but i dont want you to get satisfied, i want you to want to serch for something more.
i want you to want to get out there and meet people, do amazing things,
i dont want you to become bored of people because you already have everything you could possibly need.
i didn't have that much when i was growing up, which made me get out there and live my life.
your mum didnt have that much and she got out there and lived an extraordinary life.
i want you to appriciate things, sometimes i think you are too clever for your own good.
your a beautiful girl, and i dont want you to waste that.
so many people tell me what a beautiful girl you are, dont waste it.
your so like me, but theres one big difference..
im ready to take a leap to get something i want,
whereas i think you aren't prepared to make that leap, because you dont really want it that much."

i want to find something to give me that buzz too.

blog 40 ;)

i am addicted to joe brooks - superman & bruno mars - just the way you are.

litterally, addicted.

salcombe is lush, i just wish that the sun would come out more :)
dyed my hair a wee bit, back to my natural colour.
not liking the natural highlights i get in summer. makes my hair look red.

i hope you like me as i am,
im no superman,
im no superman,
if i could be a superman i'd fly you to the stars and back again.



Joe Brooks.
Mike Posner.
Bruno Mars.
Tyrone Wells.
<3