my father once told me,

"i want you to find something that gives you a buzz!
your mum and i have hopefully given you enough to make you happy with the way you live,
but i dont want you to get satisfied, i want you to want to serch for something more.
i want you to want to get out there and meet people, do amazing things,
i dont want you to become bored of people because you already have everything you could possibly need.
i didn't have that much when i was growing up, which made me get out there and live my life.
your mum didnt have that much and she got out there and lived an extraordinary life.
i want you to appriciate things, sometimes i think you are too clever for your own good.
your a beautiful girl, and i dont want you to waste that.
so many people tell me what a beautiful girl you are, dont waste it.
your so like me, but theres one big difference..
im ready to take a leap to get something i want,
whereas i think you aren't prepared to make that leap, because you dont really want it that much."

i want to find something to give me that buzz too.

blog 40 ;)

i am addicted to joe brooks - superman & bruno mars - just the way you are.

litterally, addicted.

salcombe is lush, i just wish that the sun would come out more :)
dyed my hair a wee bit, back to my natural colour.
not liking the natural highlights i get in summer. makes my hair look red.

i hope you like me as i am,
im no superman,
im no superman,
if i could be a superman i'd fly you to the stars and back again.



Joe Brooks.
Mike Posner.
Bruno Mars.
Tyrone Wells.
<3

i want this to be my holiday home.

its beautifulll :)

blue skies,
big garden,
lushh bedroom+bathroom+living room, all to myself.
white walls,
hot guys,
shopping,
hills and sea,
good t.v channels for rainy days, (which there will be none of because i dont allow it.)


who could want more in a holiday home?
personally. i wouldnt change a thing :)

been here six times and still not bored,
looks like i have very very expensive taste :)

oh and im obsessed with gossip girl.

ahhh (L)

salcombe tommorrow with beth :)

propper looking forward to it,
this holiday will make the summer i reckon

not so summer,

i can totally understand that summers should have a few showery rubbishy days, its inevitable.

but reallly, this weather is depressing me, haha.

yesterday was amazing :)

"brighton up your day"

shirts for £5,
parks and seasides,
attack of the killer seagulls,
henna tattoos,
beyond retro,
ladish musicians,
+ the trains.

who couldn't enjoy that?

blah

i wish i had one of those "fuck it" approaches to life.
i'm sick of worrying about pointless things that i don't even realise im worrying about until someone points it out to me.

i should be able to change this? but i just cant stop worrying about the consequences.

if it hurts this much, then it must be love.
and its a lottery, i cant wait to draw your name.

if the truths the worst i could do,
then i guess that i have lied.

we're like noughts and crosses in that opposites always attract.

i am the fashion that you're all into

we say we have our best friends, yet we stab them in the back.
we try to show some love, and its a skill that we lack.

behind your back, they talk about you all the time.
behind your back, they spread some shit and spread some lies.

you've got me wrapped around your fingers,
but i've got you figured out,
im down, but not out.

you've got a nerve giving me the cold shoulder,
giving me the twice over, when its not deserved.

i wanna be your eyes, so you can see what you've done.
i wanna be your ears, so you can hear everything thats been missing.

you me at six, i have recently realised, are actually my favourite band.


oh and i got pooed on by a bird today ;)